Marcia, Jan and Cindy 1974
Mindy Jacqui and Cynthia 1979
Oh, that's her secret. Why didn't I think of that. It's so simple. She got a personal trainer, has a chef to cook all her food and she must have money, or is getting some, because she can work out 2 hours a day. And after 8 months she dropped 50 pounds. You go, girl! We will all just go out and get personal trainers.
OK, so I sound a little angry, it is really just disappointment. You know how I feel? I hope you do.
There is not one woman alive that doesn't, after the age of 40, have trouble with her weight. I look back at photo albums of me just 5 to 7 years ago and see I was 15 pounds smaller and can't believe how good I looked but how fat I thought I was at the time. That is sad.
Learning to be content with one's self is an art form and I would like to master that art. I have a successful career that is more than I could have ever dreamed of. My son is prospering in his adult life and my husband, my sweet husband, looks at me like I am the hottest thing going. Thank God, I haven't gotten him those new glasses yet.
So it's just me that is getting in the way again! So this is my plan for just today: I am going to think like I am strong, thin and young. Go and get my manicure and even a tan. Because tan fat is always better than white fat. One day at a time.