Well this is the Big Week I have been looking forward to, planning for and a little worried about for months. In 3 days I will be standing on stage in Pasco, Washington alongside Ricky Tims and Alex Anderson doing my first Super Seminar. How did this all happen?
Well, it started with a prayer.
And yes, I was lost, sad, depressed, and without direction. I had just lost my wallpaper/fabric design business that I had loved doing for the last 10 years. Now what? Is my life over?
|Monterrey at Dusk|
Someone had given me a book called The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. I like the title, I am driven. So one day after being very depressed I finally picked up the book. I don’t think I read more than 4 chapters when I knew this ride was not over. God is not done with me and there is more ahead of me than I could ever know. I cried! But, then again, I am always crying.
I reached for a piece of paper and wrote down 10 things that I wanted to accomplish in my life with the gifts God had given me. Now, mind you, he has not given me the gift of math or the gift of spelling but he has given me creativity. Now what can you do with that? He has given all of us gifts and he has a plan for those gifts. Then I felt guilty about the gifts. I need to get over this.
I started to write down things I would never tell anyone about: my dreams, ambitions, even a few things that I thought where fantasies at the time. I said a prayer asking God's guidance over the list and put it back in the book and left the room. I probably went and did the laundry. Back in those days someone was always running out of underwear or socks.
I found that list recently and everything on that list I have accomplished and now I am about to join 2 of my favorite quilt artists on stage. I am so ready to teach, inspire, and encourage you in your creative path.
|Monet in Pasadena|
But mostly I am grateful to God for not letting me go.